the nurturing phase.

now that i've nthg much to do, i guess blogging is the best thing to do to waste time or rather keep me busy. why blogger? it seems tumblr doesn fit me...too much nonsense. lk for example, we'd keep hitting the reblog button. and not only do we do that, but other people too...at the end of the day, it'll end up to be smthg lk spams. well, unless ur an avid comp user den u can keep up la haha

its a tuesday. a rainy one. plans kinda spoilt due to that and other reasons too.. damn..i dunno what to write but im just so effin bored.

i had a real good chat wif eve last night. havent had a chat liddat for a really long time. im glad i stayed awake long enuf to get to chat wif her too. n after chatting, i honestly can say i miss hanging out u, eve. miss those good convos we can have. but then, time, place, studies and diff frens kinda made it not so possible to hang out as often as we used too. n now its been months before i last saw her. n she's leaving for uk in a month's time. sighh..

sumhow, after posting the previous post, i feel did actually feel better. has been a real long time before i expressed anything out. bt for somethings i knot say in public, i got to share them wif eve. thks a bunch eve.

it all got me thinking and got me to straighten out my goals again. lk i told my best buddies a few months back, goin to kl to study would not mean a new chapter of my life. but id prefer to see it as a race. and every time id return home to kuching would serve as a pit stop to restore my energy and to keep me motivated to finish the race of mine. well i guess, for the 1st holiday dat i've returned, i guess, i feel that i've been motivated once more.

p.s. eve, ur thinkin too hard :P