Rain rain go away!!!

slept awfully late last night....reli cudnt sleep much....slept around 5 and woke up at 9....

so today....since mum was reli upset bout me using her car to damai(she actually called me to go home cos i was using her car. if it was dad's car i was using, she wudn't call at all!! lolllll), i was kinda forbidden to use the car today...so i was kinda stuck at home..... was suppose to go out around lunch n due to complications and the bloody heavy rain, i managed to get out to work at around 3 ++?? hahahaneed not work tmr den =)

so i went handicraft shopping with ukee n got info of things i needed to know bout.... go some cool pics hahahah

traditional tattoo machine!!! looks like it

tattoo chops.....

did u know these are actually grave tombs(batu nisan)??? i jus found out just now....all this while i thought i was just some random statue lol

brass earings!! the one dat make the ears awfully long or nice to some ppl lol

the rain hasnt stopped for the 3rd or 4th day now i think....stop lah please!!! lol it killing everybody!!!

hope it doesnt rain in KK!!! cos KK, im coming to U tmr!!!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuh =D

on the 3rd day of CNY.....

im home...again!!! im left alone at home with no car....even if i had a car, id dunno where to go....prolly drop by the beach wif friends later....so bac home, all i do is tv and on9...boring huh??

n i stayed home the whole day yday!!! wasn even bothered to go visiting or even out...

had my friends over last night....not in sessions but all that wanted to come at one go!!! hahahaha i had so many frens over i ran out of chairs and tables!! it was fun!! lol...had 3 tables at my house compound, 1 was dedicated to blackjack!! lol around 30 of them came at one go i think hahahhaa even my parents and aunts were kept busy hahahahhahah

My CNY so far...

CNY is ok so far.....been hanging at home much....compared to the previous CNYs, of which i hanged at my grandma's place. y so?? i dun feel the urge to gamble anymore, not even to go visiting....seriously!!! i dunno why oso....i've grown up mayb??

any huss, i've got some pics to show =)
















so how was my CNY??? lol

happy cny??? im at home bored....wanting not to go out!! but feelin lk goin out....wanting not to gamble but the desire to is there...how???

HAPPY CNY!!

Oits!!!!

i played squash yday!!! i've been sleepin early and waking up early for 2 days now.... exercised at least a lil today.... went places to find money today.....

healthy aint it?? =)

the CNY mood is sooooooo around the corner!! everyone's feeling it except me....n some other people who may feel the same... im so not feeling it till i have not bought my clothes for CNY!!!! =D

im expecting jakarta to be a lil earlier?? hahahahaha

i guess no more polaroid for me?? or any other gadgets i wanna buy...

i was thinking...had a talk wif niq and decided to spend my cash on a new lifestyle....a healthier one... =)

squash on tues and baddie on fri!!! =D

Korean Dude - Touch My Body

Check this out!! lmao

I want a POLAROID!!!!!!!!!

i want this!!!!! any type would do!!! so long it has instant films!!! how cool is that??!!!!


im so spending my money on this when i can find one!!!

its hard now tho...to find it....polaroid and fujifilm stopped production of such types of cameras......and their films too!!! u can find the camera but the film is a ass to!!

but polaroid's coming up with a new model.....one with instant films and a digital cam!!! how sick is that??!!! hahahahaha

y do i want it so badly u may ask??
1. its special...getting ur photo done after u take it?? priceless.....well, expensive lol
2. great way to share a photo with a fren... =)

had sheesha just now....skipped later part of class to join the guys....worth every time spent!!! had a great time, n really good laughs! =D its prolly the sheesha...but then again i dun think so...

i guess its us ourselves that determines how happy we wanna be...oh n the frens too!!! =)

where did it go??

watching all those series....gossip girl, o.c., one tree hill....i wondered..

where did it go??? how is that people can be so frank n open with each other and we cant??

its being frank that makes it all better...how i wish we all are...right??

CNY!!

cny's around the corner!!! n i haven started buying clothes!! =D i wanna buy them but thinkin through, i find it quite unnecessary...

n wad's up?? FLOOD is!!! hahahaha damn bad in few areas!! poor kuching lol waterfront is literally water-in-the-front!! lol

things happen for a reason....everyone knows bout that. but how far or how much do we understand bout it?

with action, comes consequences? simple as that...

i think that things happen for a reason is way beyond than that of actions, comes consequences.

the way i see it, things happen for a reason.. a reason not of/from the past but a reason for the future. things happens as if that it was written or somehow destined for us, say, an opportunity or something lk dat.

damn...i cant find the words to explain this hahahaha

so whatever happens, we do our best? dats bout all i can say... we gotta think positive ehh..

if things happens for a reason of the past, it'll be things happened for a cause. =)

im talking jibberish hahahaha

i ended writing this post half-way through watching "the hurricane" by Denzel Washington. towards the end of the movie, the was quote which somehow gives this post some sense.

try watchin it =)

As hard as it may seem, i usually find a way to get things done. but at this point, in this past week especially, things happened, bad things....n im almost at the point of loosing my mind...to the extend of thinking to drink them all away and smoking my heart out came in mind. but i noe, im better than that....that i need to continue being responsible.....its hard being me....but when i see that i've got it better than others, i somewhat feel grateful.....grateful for what i have, for the people around....

i may say that i wonder and am sick of why some people live in denial......but when i reflect upon myself...i see myslelf living in it sometimes....actually, everyone does....in their own way....

i guess i should continue writing...listing down my thoughts......like i did before.....compile it, n maybe publish a book....i've got lots in my head u noe...

i do know i lack the grammar power to put in a few words what i wanna say at times, bt i do try to; and all i've come up with is that 'truth in time tells all' and that 'a wait is never too long if its worth waiting for'..

cheers~~

HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!

im saving a lil more on my stay at KK!!!! hahahahahha i found a house to crash in!!! huhuhuhhuuhu

So How's Me?? n damn Quiksilver Flip-flops

life at the moment is very laid back, dull and sad?? i seem to sleep late hours which really kills my physical health..lol

its so bad right now, bout everytime i eat, i feel like puking. no joke!!!

how i wished, life was like 2 weeks before....everything seemed to go as well as i liked it to be. but now, the neglect and boredom is pretty much putting my life into an end....slowly....

now that alan's leaving kuching later in the noon today, i pretty much have one less person to talk really seriously to. or no one?

i really have to find something to fill my time with....i do have something to do but i lack the transportation to do so. if it weren't for a car that i did not have, i would have pretty much settled everything and start making money!!!

i had a really bad fall earlier.....its so bad, my happy go-lucky friends took seriously.....i was actually reading a random msg from someone asking me if i was organising a sex party with a lorry bumper this weds!!! how random is that???!!!! so i kinda slipped as it was wet, fell on my back down the stairs, hurt my back, knocked my head, and bruised my arm....n worst of all, i had so much less hair compared to before to cushion my head from the fall!! hahahaa

i got up right after, n then walk a few steps n thats where i cud not take it no more. i dropped down, laid on my back ON THE WET ROAD!!! (cudn't careless no more if it was wet or dirty or not), n had a blackout for a brief moment! everything seemed to be in circles and i could swear i heard nothing for awhile.....

i got up, had ukee to drive the car home, change and went out for a movie!!! hahahahha

its stupid but scary!! i'm still having the dizzyness and the pain at my head....think im goin for a check up tmr....

anyhoos, im looking forward to my K.K. trip....cant wait to get away for a while.....especially what im goin through now... gahhhhh

damnsss....lol

the stupid pain in my tooth's keepin me awake.....

ush ush ush~~~

let see how long more i cant last b4 my batteries really go flat!! i've been awake for a stetchof more than 36++ hours now.....had a lil rest in class today tho hahahah

bout class, class is good.....a good place to fall asleep that is!!! damn boring i tell u!!! i was in n by the 1st 15 mins, i fell asleep till it was break!! wad subject?? COMPANY LAW!!! bloody dry hahahhaha

i am lazy lately....very lazy....i dun bother to work n read stuff unless it really matters to me....besides that, i dunno nemore hahahahahha

i just cant wait till nex week when i gues everything will settle down...less goin out till late....less sleepless nights....n more work!!! i feel lk i have no life at the moment.....seriously....

n i jus cant wait till cny!!!!!! ang pau lai~~~~ =D the extra cash is very helpfull!!! hahahahha

oh....due to my laze...i've window shopped on9 alot....n there's things i wanna buy!! for me n others!!!! damn cool i tell u..........


afn;aofosngoisjdosjou hngsnbgsehni chaooooo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

20!!!

i stayed at home today!!!! the whole day!!! hahahahha

pretty much slept through it tho HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

dats wad i do when there's nth to do....no car to use..... =)

or i'd think....n wonder.....

what i thought of was is that this year, im turning 20!!!!! 20!! 20!! 20!!

people dun seem to be as cheerful inside compared to the cheerful side of them outside. its lk they are trying to hide their probs by putting on smiles....by laughing and all....by laughing with friends, they tend to forget bout their probs....even if its just a lil while...it somehow seems all worth it....i noe people lk this....friends lk this.....

den again....its not lk we share our probs with everyone....we choose people we feel comfortable with to do so.....so i guess all i can say is that i understand??.....

a stupid reason to start smokin is depression and probs......same goes with drinkin n drugs.....its way better to open up to or with a friend....

oh n i realized....when i talk to my friends bout u, i

Classes start tmr!! the laid back holiday has done nuff damage to my sleepin hours n ME? lol i start sleepin around 4-5am in the morning n wake around 3pm. much of the day wasted.

my new timetable for the new semester isn''t gonna help much tho...i've got only 2 classes in the day...both noon classes on mondays and saturdays.....then there's a night class on thurs....so i guess my time's gonna be pretty much FREE!!! ahahahaha

but i cant just stay back at home and laze around for the whole sem....i'd grow old way faster....so i guess i'll start waking up early tmr n find soemthing to do..... =D

everyone's leaving soon......kuching's gonna be a lil more quite soon....

oh...i guess someone's addicted to gossip girl!! lol =)

Truth in time tells all

today rather sucked but ended up well =).....things happened at home n all i wanted to do after was to get out of the house....but both cars was occupied.....till mum came back n i went out....took a darn long drive.....almost an hour.......driving helps? lol


oh...i came upon this.....serious shit funny hahahaa


12-Year-Old Boy Scouts Volunteer To Give Women Breast Exams

and finally, truth in time will tell all.....i do things with reasons i feel is best for everyone.....with reasons that would benefit us later in time. =D

nuff said....

have u ever thought how we could affect another person's life and not know it?

its lk something we did or did not do may have affected another dude's life in a big way...
or we may somehow be a big part of someone's life and not know it....or the person at all.....get wad i mean???

lets say....when u sit....den when u stand....lol n how u stand up....fast or slow.....the movement causes friction in the pocket...the friction causes the coins or money to slightly move....

den from the movement, the money drops out without u realising it...lets say exactly just enough to buy a lottery ticket....

a dude picks it up...uses the money to buy a ticket and strikes big....becomes filthy rich.....

n u din even noe that ur the one who made him rich!! ahahaha



lotsa examples more....hahhahahah so think bout it....LOL


ohh....1st of january seems to be the most unproductive day of the year for everyone hahahahah

Yuna - Deeper Conversation

im hooked to this =)

Deeper Conversation-Yuna.mp3 - Yuna

=)

the night ended up better than expected =)

i did become a driver for a lil while.....experienced quite a scary yet funny thing while picking a friend lol my window got slapped!! hahaha

besides that.....pretty much enjoyed the night....spent the night with ppl i wanted to spend it with =D

i jus got bac home just so u noe.....from alan's place....just the 2 of us, we hung out n talked till 5 even when i was dead tired....hahahahhahahahahahaha

oh.....i found out things ppl wont want me to noe.......bahahahahahahhahahaha

its a new world....its a new start.....