Monday, June 30, 2008

im in a dilemma now ehh...doin what i do is kinda hard....very tiring tooo....not physically but mentally....a lil bit physically too haha making trips away from home, at a constant basis...it cool but hard....

to think about it, what good is the money if it aint good?? the money's good, it pays well but its hell lot of risk doin it....prob i should stop after i collected enough??

my only intention is to collect money for my degree....is that anything wrong??

haihhhhhhh

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Damn the assignments...

its just so hard to get started......

arghhhhh

Monday, June 23, 2008

teehees

today was a pretty long day....bloody assignments are out and classes are gettin boring....they actually are hahaha

did alot of talking today...serious talking....discussions....just had one wif my parents bout wads wad n how to solve this n that and alot lah.....this kinda talk's good...glad i had it....

help 2 persons out too today!!!! hahahaha from the talking n helpin out, i learnt to not care, not to bother n to be the better person.....it does creates harmony ehh...seriously.....

n finally, IM RICH BITCH!!!! hahahaha almost lah hahahha business is doing very2 well!!! my partner n i are already planning to make another trip to kl to restock soon...wakakakakakaka

chows!!! =)

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Operation Fat Panda -> Accomplished!!! =D

Thurs

Could not sleep the night as i was thinkin bout my coming tripS...both of which would be happening right after one another. Aman sent me to the airport for my 1 night stay at KL. At that time i, again did not have a place to stay but managed to get a bed in the Traveler's Palm which was kinda easy. arriving KL with only Rm100 for expenses, i had to pay for transport, my bed and dinner which left me with only 15 for my personal use. Arrived at 2.30 n checked in by 4. i stayed in the lodging house n came to knew james, an australian who was crashing till saturday before he leaves for kuching for 3 weeks. turns out we was goin to attend marketing classes at swinburne just for the time he was at kuching. there was this other dude of which i din get his name. din really talk much to him as he kept arguing with james bout health...probably what angmos enjoy doing hahahaha then steph called to meet up around 7. She n kit had arrived earlier. so we had dinner at jalan alor, in a kopitiam near wher i was stayin n the food sucked!!! lol kuching food is so much bettter hahahaha after dinner, we had a walk at pavilion. walked n walked n waited for them to try on clothes, do their shopping n was bac by 10 cos they had to leave early. so i went bac n slept the night. turns out andre from UK was still at traveler's palm when i got bac. he had just arrived bac from kota bahry n was leaving for cambodia for a month















sleepin in the same bed as before



















kit n i at billabong, pavilion














this was how saving i was...bring my own loaf of bread to kl lol


Fri

woke up, had breakfast n stayed in the whole day till it was time to leave. while waiting for time to pass by i was kinda "sexually harassed" lol...

there was 2 dudes for algeria...both white...1 went out to buy food n the other stayed bac. then he came upon me...being friendly i talked to him...asked his name and all...but i did not really layan him cos i was watching tv. then he suddenly asked if i disco-ed n i told him no. wasn in a mood to talk so i tried to get a nap from where he kinda "atur balik" my shirt while i was lying down. i woke up n din really bother. then his hand came upon my arm....rubbing it and all when no one else was looking. i got quite disgusted n then called steph to ask where she was. thats when things got outta hand. when i was on the phone, he grabbed my hand n kept "rubbing" it "softly" hahahhaha dat time i could not take it no more...i got up went out n had cigarettes till he was not in the tv lounge. by the time he wasn there, i went in again, bathe n got ready to leave asap hahahhahaha n by 3 i was out to the lcct....before leaving i told suzy, the owner of the lodge bout what happened n she joked that it was probably a "friendly gesture" since the algerians did not speak good english...hahahahha i still don care n screw that fucking gay!!!!!! hahahahha

arrived kuching aroung 9 where aman picked me up, then we settled some stuff n then he sent me to damai as i actually had plans with my frens. reached aroun 11 plus2 n hung out, ate n played n then slept. when i arrived, i was surprised to see the number of people n the room lol adam, adruce, sepul, aiman, mal, alan, godeng, mat and asfa was there....plus me it makes 10 people hahhaaa












































putting a peanut in u know wad hahahahhaha (video)

Sat

went for a swim during noon n the evening when aniq dropped by for a lil while. hung out by the pool when i got sick of the sand flies so i asked adruce to join me to the pub to watch live music. went in ordered drinks, and i randomly asked the waiter if adruce could play on stage....and he could!!!! hahahaha so we waited for the 2nd set when druce jammed with 2 other dudes. after the session, we went bac n waited hung out, fooled around n had lotsa fun. so much to write about n m lazy too hahahhahaha will let the pics to the talking =D n videos too!!! hahaha


fighting session?? a must watch!!! trust me hahahaa















a lil sing along....remember him??? he's the dude who played the lead guitar in the bl prom, Adruce

jamming in the room =)














a gay vibe among 6 of them hahahha














druce playing on stage














Sun

was waken up really early by mal to go breakfast...from where i brought bac buffet from the restaurant for my friends bac in the room....n i brought a hell lot!!! hahahaa then we had a swim before packing up n leaving the place. towards the end of the trip, the room was dirty as hell n smelt like the kuah for roti canai hahahahha because it is!!! lol wad to do?? boys bahh!!! hahahah















breakfast!!! hahaha

mission fat panda accomplished!!!! XD



damai in all was kinda the best beach trip ive been to. everyone was being a kid playing little kid games, chasing each other around n wrestling n even taking bath together wher there would be 3-4 guys sharing the same shower in the same bathtub lol.....plus the beach n watching druce play was the bomb!!!

Monday, June 16, 2008

My escapade continued

remember my 4 day 3 night escape this week?? haha

im flying over to kl again this thurs for a night!!!! hahahahha this was even more last minute than the the fallen eagle trip...


i'll be meetin kitty, steph, bong and heng ther....wheeeeeess~~~ hahahahaha

den on fri night, i'll fly bac at night n head to damai immediately....wakakakakak for 2 night n 2 days....

whahahahahaha

this time, the trip's operation fat panda lols

wanna join??? =D

Sunday, June 15, 2008

aihhhhh

the trip to bali is kinda a x jadi...haihh

i dun wanna my passport to go to waste.....im so gettin a debit card soon =S

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Sound familiar????

Bounce - Timbaland Feat. Dr.Dre, Missy Elliott & Justin Timberlake

this is the track Moose started the battle at the end of Step Up 2....damn cool song....took me damn long to find too hahahha

My Escapade

i wanna go Bali real bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tickets are free at airasia n i really hope i get the seats IN TIME!!!!

got another 2 escapade escapes goin on next week. My next 4 day 3 night escape from kuching..wheeee?!!?!?!!!! im beginning to lk this.....

Friday, June 13, 2008

its not my time - 3 doors down

Its Not My Time - 3 Doors Down



Looking back at the beginning of this
And how life was
Just you and me and love and all of our friends
Living life like an ocean
Now the currents slowly pulling me down
It's getting harder to breath
It won't be too long and I'll be going under
Can you save me from this

('Cause) It's not my time,
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
It's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
Oh, I won't go

I look ahead to all the plans that we made
And the dreams that we had
I'm in a world that tries to take them away
Oh, but I'm taking them back
All this time I've just been to blind to understand
What should matter to me
My friend, this life we live
Is not what we have, it's what we believe

(And) It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
It's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
But, It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
Now I know that
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
Oh, I won't go
I won't go

(solo)

There might be more than you believe
(There might be more than you believe)
There might be more than you can see
But, It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
It's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
But, It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a will in me
Now it's gonna show
This could be the end of me
And everything I know, oh
There might be more than you believe
(There might be more than you believe)
There might be more than you can see
And I won't go
No I won't go down (yeahh)

Kung Fu Panda

Caught Kung Fu Panda last night and it was awesome




















this time, the animation they have are so so detailed and made everything seem kinda real... what got my attention most of the time was the eyes of every character which had a glow in it...especially the eyes of tigress and tai lung..

but what really got my attention was the little black tail of Po just behind his patched up pants and the ponytail of Shifu's which had a small little ribbon on it....

the movie was roughly about a panda, Po who dreams of becoming a Kungfu master, which also admires the furious 5 and shifu all of which are fighting warriors in the jade temple. then one day, when the tortoise master, Oogway has a vision that Tai Lung is gonna escape prison, he summons to choose the Dragon Warrior who would stop Tai Lung from creating havoc. then Po, somehow gets chosen n is trained by shifu..then......................Go watch la....hahaha

what i really liked was the part Po received training, when he was forbidden to eat and shifu trained him by motivating him with food and Po does so by visualising his target as food....

quotes from the screen were lk
>yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift, that's why its called a present....cool huh??
>there's no accident

the movie in all was a great one to watch.....was way better than what i expected it to be.....n funny...but some stupid jackasses in the cineplex kept laughing when there's nothing to laugh about which was kinda annoying....however, Kung Fu Panda is a must watch!! =)

soon enough, there will be Kung Fu Panda dolls everywhere lk what happened to the CJ7 but then Kung fu panda is definitely better haha

i waited, im sure u didn't...

Thursday, June 12, 2008

To mah Daddy....

Happy 51st burthday.....n happy father's day!!!!



look into my father's eyes.....my father's eyes.... =D

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

So far @ X.Y.L.O

why X.Y.L.O??

it was just a name i came out with in the car for my gaming purposes....my old nick, P.M. kinda didn have a right meaning to it... so i changed it... =D doesnt really have any meaning behind it besides the xylophone, which was where i kinda potong-ed the name from hahahahahah



Superstition
remember i had a post bout superstition and something bout bad dreams?? kinda happened again....had the dream when i was at KL on mon night...then the shit happened saturday....saturday!!! just lest than a week from having the dream.....but theres nth i can or could do.......hiahhss due to that, my sleep's kinda disrupted...so are my meals....cant seem to feel my love to eat anymore...lunch just now was a bitch...



Currently
1. my results was out yday...got B+ for Financial Management and A for Marketing Management....nth to celebrate bout tho.....unless u wanna buy me a drink!! hahaha
2. Driving around is a bitch...with the high oil prices and all....but the love for driving gila style came bac just yday....the thrill's awesome...hahahha keeps the mind off stupid thoughts too...
3. smokin is something im keen at stopping.....the thing bout smoking is that smoking kills....but it kills boringness as well....shortens the life but has long term advantages...shorter life = less worries + suffering + boringness when ur old.....hhahahahhaa but still i wanna try stop
4. im now into tribal trance.....caught my ear when i was listening to the ppl playin music on the BB streets....so i came home n downloaded all i could find....hahaha
5. i need a job... at least something dat pays.... doesn need to be much but just to fill up my tues, thurs n fris...all of which i have no classes
6. after the shit on saturday, im currently focussed on my part-time business...its just a small one but pays quite well....may even be able to pay for my whole degree course after my diploma....

dats kinda what i have to say for now.....

ohya....doenst it annoy u when u listen to "broken" english which is kinda directly translated?? what more to read it huh??? hahaha makes me wanna puke after all the laughing...wakakakkaa......with the direct mandrin/malay to english translation, its a total joke when u read it ahahhahahaha go get some english classes lah hahahhaa got nth to shy shy bout wan hahahahaha or atleast use decent m'sia english la or we'd have somethin to laugh bout....even when ur being serious hahahhaha

agik asa!!!!! hahahahha

Monday, June 9, 2008

KL Backpacking Experience

this is kinda of a repost...cos u noe la....haih......

so.....i kinda planned a 4 day 3 night KL trip which was kinda last minute so tickets cost-ed kinda alot....after buying the tickets, all i had was no more than rm20 so i stayed at home trying to save n not spend...while at home, i spent my time looking for place to stay as kid was staying with his unc, niq was stayin with his parents, alf was stayin at his fren's place and mal would not be at kl till tues which was the 2nd day im there..

so i was kinda shelter-less for a night n i went on9 to look for cheap rooms....came along a backpackers logde, Red Palm which was right near Bukit Bintang plus the pics at their webpage looked nice....was also less than 10 mins walk to sungei wang and only costed rm25 per bed....per bed as i was stayin in the dorm, sharing the room with other strangers...cool huh?? hahaha

so i told tabs bout my trip n she planned to skip class just to accompany me...so i booked two beds at the place...and booking places lk dat without a credit card was a bitch...but i managed by calling them...emailing them.....den confirm again la...

staying alone and bring short of cash, i name my trip "operation fallen eagle" hahaha

after having managed to book the beds, i have only collected around rm100 but was lucky as my aunt from miri came bac for a visit....then there was a family gathering....news spreads and money came in from all the aunties hahahhha =D

Day 1
>got my stuff packed and went down to have breakfast before i left to the airport....was surprised to c my aunts all gathering below to meet before an outing later with my mum....dats where a lil more spending money came in hahahhaha
>reached the airport and had texted mal for mal for an update of his arrival time in tues but was told he was gonna be at kl till thurs ...which was the day im leavin and thus, lost my place to stay...and tabs also had last minute plan changes and could not stay the night with me as she had presentation the nex day....
>so made alot of phone calls...here, there, to almost everyone who could "possibly" help...called Red Palm but they were all booked out till the nex week...finally called alif n had permission to crash at his fren's place for the rest of the days i was there...Bong was however, kind enough to stay over for the night to replace tabs so i had a companion...
>in the plane, i seated alone by the window and one old ahma n her grandson joined me...during the whole trip, the ahma asked the boy if he wanted to pee but the boy didn want to till 10 mins before arrival when we all had to be seated....so the ahma asked the boy to tahan...n he did....till the plane stopped and everyone was up n ready to go....at than point the boy could not tahan no more...so the ahma took out a plastic bag and the boy did his business in the bag...not only he peed in the bag but was kind enough to pee on the chair as well hahhahahaha so the chair was full of pee n the ahma had to wipe it up yucks!!! hahaha
>dealt with it..haha n left to KL sentral wher i met Bong n tabs who was kind enough jus to hang out for the day....checked-in immediately at Red Palm n left to jalan-jalan while bong showed me around bb plaza, sungei wang and pavilion....left tabs by 9 n was bac to the lodge before goin out for another walk till 11....
>when i was out walking, i called alif to confirm a place to meet before crashing at his fren's place...turns out, plans changed....i could not stay ther no more.....so i was again...shelter-less for the next 2 nights....
>got bac...watched a lil tv n headed to bed....when i was in bed already, bong n i could hear moans from the 2 Taiwanese girls who stayed in the 2 bed room....MOANS!!!!!! u know y lah hahahahahha.... wasn able to sleep cos of the place to stay thingy so i went down to have a cup of water at the "lepak area"....ther, i met john, sofie, another dude and his sis....talk here n there n told them bout my problem....then was bac off to bed...















the dorm














the dorm again...those legs belongs to daniella hahahha














Bong at the comp














the tv lounge















Day 2
>woke up uber early as i wanted to look for a place to stay....went down...had breakfast n then sofie introduced me to another lodging house, Travelers' Palm.....was interested n kinda lazy to look so i checked the place up after goin out for a short walk with bong before he had to leave for classes at 12.
>checked the place out....din really lk the place at first but it was a place to stay and it charged the same price for a bed in the dorm....so i checked in n was out again for a walk around...
>covered Lot 10, Times Square and Low Yat and was back by 6 as it started to rain.....
>the rain poured real bad and was able to go out n grab dinner so i stayed bac n watch tv while i chit chatted around.....there, i got to know suzy, the owner of the place....turns out she was an air stewardess for MAS before opening up the lodge...she so happens to be close frens with sofie from Palm Lodge....came to know that most of the lodges were set up among frens and also got to know that rental there was as high as rm4000....














fairy barbie marketing gimmick hahahaha














>after the chit chat, i took my bath n then hung around a lil more before the rain stopped, got to know andre, from UK n was out to buy dinner.......Andre, is this middle aged man from UK stayin at france and has been backpacking around S.E.Asia for almost 7 months...M'sia was his lat lost before goin bac to France again....
>tapau-ed dry mee...which was so so so tasteless...n had a "chill-out" session at the "lepak area".....got to know a chinese dude from Melaka who was on holiday for bout a month and was staying at the lodge and Daniella, who was from Stuttgart, Germany...she has been travelling around S.E.Asia as well but only for 3 months....i also got to know that she had only brought 1500 euros which was around 5500 ringgit for the whole backpacking trip....damn budget i tell u hhahaha Daniella also lost a place to stay at kl...she was previously also from Red Palm before moving to Traveler's Palm...hahahaha














lepak area














tv lounge














Day 3
>had breakfast, planned wher i wanna go n was out walking by 10...
>went over to klcc wher i shopped for toiletries as i was "borrowing" them for the past few days hahahahha..
>after klcc, i took a bus to megamall....buses there are real cheap....with Rapid KL, it just takes rm2 to use the bus from the same comp all over n over again for the whole day....so i reached megamall.....walked around n got myself lost cos the place was too darn huge!!!! things became hectic there as the atm card i had could not be used and aman could not bank in money for me to help buy something n i could not took out any money....
>called my mum, got things settled, took the money n went to wait for the next bus to bukit bintang.....waited a whole hour as the buses to bukit bintang did not wanna take any passengers even as it was empty....prob cos of the price hike of fuel the next day hahahha














live size kung fu panda marketing gimmick














>so i waited n waited till i could not wait no more n just simply took another Rapid KL bus which was heading to KL Sentral....n on the way...i passed by Petaling Street n decided to drop off...
>walked a round, bought a watch for dad n it started to rain....i ran to the bus stop to wait for a bus....i waited 45 mins or so n got fed up....again, i randomly took a Rapid KL bus...hahaha tode along till i could see a monorail station n took the monorail bac to Bukit Bintang.
>before reachin the lodge, i bought dinner, afraid it was gonna rain again....had dinner n talked summore with the chinese dude n Daniella before i went to take my bath...
>wanted to go for a final night walk before Mal called n said he was in KL and in Pavilion already...so i walked ahead to Pavilion, met up with him n had a drink and seesha at Bb Walk...
>hung a lil while, went to pee n kid came along with 2 of his friends....hung out till 3am....got somethin n went bac to sleep haha














my last dinner =D














cool shit!! hahaha

Day 4
>had breakfast, packed n was out for a final walk n was bac to get ready to leave....
>reached the Lcct, checked in, got bac to Kch n Operation Fallen Eagle was a success =D


backpacking at KL was the bomb!!! cant wait for my next backpacking trip....i dunno when tho...prob dats y hahahaha meetin new people, sharing experience, idea and all was fun n cool....aihhhhhh seriously cant wait hahahaha id sure return to Red Palm n Travelers Lodge. Travelers lodge ended up a homely place to stay.....it was more quite compared to Red Palm....jus so u noe lah....

support cheap traveling....support backpacking!!! huhu~~~ hahahaha

n i got home n everyone was talking bout the fuel price hike....even mum n dad tagged along to fill up their tanks...hahahha

Vote Pakatan Rakyat!!! towards the reformation!!! huhu ahahahahahha then prob we'd get cheaper fuel hahahhaa

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Haihssssssss

foolish me...

arghhh!!!!!!!!

all my memories...links....chat box...

all gone...

but then....

when old memories are gone....lets make new ones.......=)

its probably a sign.....

a sign for a new start?? a sign to do somethin? a sign to make a move??? or........



any husss...new blog name = @ X.Y.L.O

i hope life aint a bitch no more.....hiaks...

=D
OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!

i accidentally deleted my blog........dunno how...but sighs.....

all my effort gone in just a bloody click.....

arggghhhhhhhhhhhhh

sighsss...........