As hard as it may seem, i usually find a way to get things done. but at this point, in this past week especially, things happened, bad things....n im almost at the point of loosing my mind...to the extend of thinking to drink them all away and smoking my heart out came in mind. but i noe, im better than that....that i need to continue being responsible.....its hard being me....but when i see that i've got it better than others, i somewhat feel grateful.....grateful for what i have, for the people around....

i may say that i wonder and am sick of why some people live in denial......but when i reflect upon myself...i see myslelf living in it sometimes....actually, everyone does....in their own way....

i guess i should continue writing...listing down my thoughts......like i did before.....compile it, n maybe publish a book....i've got lots in my head u noe...

i do know i lack the grammar power to put in a few words what i wanna say at times, bt i do try to; and all i've come up with is that 'truth in time tells all' and that 'a wait is never too long if its worth waiting for'..

cheers~~