20!!!

i stayed at home today!!!! the whole day!!! hahahahha

pretty much slept through it tho HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

dats wad i do when there's nth to do....no car to use..... =)

or i'd think....n wonder.....

what i thought of was is that this year, im turning 20!!!!! 20!! 20!! 20!!

people dun seem to be as cheerful inside compared to the cheerful side of them outside. its lk they are trying to hide their probs by putting on smiles....by laughing and all....by laughing with friends, they tend to forget bout their probs....even if its just a lil while...it somehow seems all worth it....i noe people lk this....friends lk this.....

den again....its not lk we share our probs with everyone....we choose people we feel comfortable with to do so.....so i guess all i can say is that i understand??.....

a stupid reason to start smokin is depression and probs......same goes with drinkin n drugs.....its way better to open up to or with a friend....

oh n i realized....when i talk to my friends bout u, i