My CNY so far...

CNY is ok so far.....been hanging at home much....compared to the previous CNYs, of which i hanged at my grandma's place. y so?? i dun feel the urge to gamble anymore, not even to go visiting....seriously!!! i dunno why oso....i've grown up mayb??

any huss, i've got some pics to show =)
















so how was my CNY??? lol

happy cny??? im at home bored....wanting not to go out!! but feelin lk goin out....wanting not to gamble but the desire to is there...how???

HAPPY CNY!!

Oits!!!!

i played squash yday!!! i've been sleepin early and waking up early for 2 days now.... exercised at least a lil today.... went places to find money today.....

healthy aint it?? =)

the CNY mood is sooooooo around the corner!! everyone's feeling it except me....n some other people who may feel the same... im so not feeling it till i have not bought my clothes for CNY!!!! =D

im expecting jakarta to be a lil earlier?? hahahahaha

i guess no more polaroid for me?? or any other gadgets i wanna buy...

i was thinking...had a talk wif niq and decided to spend my cash on a new lifestyle....a healthier one... =)

squash on tues and baddie on fri!!! =D

Korean Dude - Touch My Body

Check this out!! lmao

I want a POLAROID!!!!!!!!!

i want this!!!!! any type would do!!! so long it has instant films!!! how cool is that??!!!!


im so spending my money on this when i can find one!!!

its hard now tho...to find it....polaroid and fujifilm stopped production of such types of cameras......and their films too!!! u can find the camera but the film is a ass to!!

but polaroid's coming up with a new model.....one with instant films and a digital cam!!! how sick is that??!!! hahahahaha

y do i want it so badly u may ask??
1. its special...getting ur photo done after u take it?? priceless.....well, expensive lol
2. great way to share a photo with a fren... =)

had sheesha just now....skipped later part of class to join the guys....worth every time spent!!! had a great time, n really good laughs! =D its prolly the sheesha...but then again i dun think so...

i guess its us ourselves that determines how happy we wanna be...oh n the frens too!!! =)

where did it go??

watching all those series....gossip girl, o.c., one tree hill....i wondered..

where did it go??? how is that people can be so frank n open with each other and we cant??

its being frank that makes it all better...how i wish we all are...right??

CNY!!

cny's around the corner!!! n i haven started buying clothes!! =D i wanna buy them but thinkin through, i find it quite unnecessary...

n wad's up?? FLOOD is!!! hahahaha damn bad in few areas!! poor kuching lol waterfront is literally water-in-the-front!! lol

things happen for a reason....everyone knows bout that. but how far or how much do we understand bout it?

with action, comes consequences? simple as that...

i think that things happen for a reason is way beyond than that of actions, comes consequences.

the way i see it, things happen for a reason.. a reason not of/from the past but a reason for the future. things happens as if that it was written or somehow destined for us, say, an opportunity or something lk dat.

damn...i cant find the words to explain this hahahaha

so whatever happens, we do our best? dats bout all i can say... we gotta think positive ehh..

if things happens for a reason of the past, it'll be things happened for a cause. =)

im talking jibberish hahahaha

i ended writing this post half-way through watching "the hurricane" by Denzel Washington. towards the end of the movie, the was quote which somehow gives this post some sense.

try watchin it =)

As hard as it may seem, i usually find a way to get things done. but at this point, in this past week especially, things happened, bad things....n im almost at the point of loosing my mind...to the extend of thinking to drink them all away and smoking my heart out came in mind. but i noe, im better than that....that i need to continue being responsible.....its hard being me....but when i see that i've got it better than others, i somewhat feel grateful.....grateful for what i have, for the people around....

i may say that i wonder and am sick of why some people live in denial......but when i reflect upon myself...i see myslelf living in it sometimes....actually, everyone does....in their own way....

i guess i should continue writing...listing down my thoughts......like i did before.....compile it, n maybe publish a book....i've got lots in my head u noe...

i do know i lack the grammar power to put in a few words what i wanna say at times, bt i do try to; and all i've come up with is that 'truth in time tells all' and that 'a wait is never too long if its worth waiting for'..

cheers~~