HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!

im saving a lil more on my stay at KK!!!! hahahahahha i found a house to crash in!!! huhuhuhhuuhu

So How's Me?? n damn Quiksilver Flip-flops

life at the moment is very laid back, dull and sad?? i seem to sleep late hours which really kills my physical health..lol

its so bad right now, bout everytime i eat, i feel like puking. no joke!!!

how i wished, life was like 2 weeks before....everything seemed to go as well as i liked it to be. but now, the neglect and boredom is pretty much putting my life into an end....slowly....

now that alan's leaving kuching later in the noon today, i pretty much have one less person to talk really seriously to. or no one?

i really have to find something to fill my time with....i do have something to do but i lack the transportation to do so. if it weren't for a car that i did not have, i would have pretty much settled everything and start making money!!!

i had a really bad fall earlier.....its so bad, my happy go-lucky friends took seriously.....i was actually reading a random msg from someone asking me if i was organising a sex party with a lorry bumper this weds!!! how random is that???!!!! so i kinda slipped as it was wet, fell on my back down the stairs, hurt my back, knocked my head, and bruised my arm....n worst of all, i had so much less hair compared to before to cushion my head from the fall!! hahahaa

i got up right after, n then walk a few steps n thats where i cud not take it no more. i dropped down, laid on my back ON THE WET ROAD!!! (cudn't careless no more if it was wet or dirty or not), n had a blackout for a brief moment! everything seemed to be in circles and i could swear i heard nothing for awhile.....

i got up, had ukee to drive the car home, change and went out for a movie!!! hahahahha

its stupid but scary!! i'm still having the dizzyness and the pain at my head....think im goin for a check up tmr....

anyhoos, im looking forward to my K.K. trip....cant wait to get away for a while.....especially what im goin through now... gahhhhh

damnsss....lol

the stupid pain in my tooth's keepin me awake.....

ush ush ush~~~

let see how long more i cant last b4 my batteries really go flat!! i've been awake for a stetchof more than 36++ hours now.....had a lil rest in class today tho hahahah

bout class, class is good.....a good place to fall asleep that is!!! damn boring i tell u!!! i was in n by the 1st 15 mins, i fell asleep till it was break!! wad subject?? COMPANY LAW!!! bloody dry hahahhaha

i am lazy lately....very lazy....i dun bother to work n read stuff unless it really matters to me....besides that, i dunno nemore hahahahahha

i just cant wait till nex week when i gues everything will settle down...less goin out till late....less sleepless nights....n more work!!! i feel lk i have no life at the moment.....seriously....

n i jus cant wait till cny!!!!!! ang pau lai~~~~ =D the extra cash is very helpfull!!! hahahahha

oh....due to my laze...i've window shopped on9 alot....n there's things i wanna buy!! for me n others!!!! damn cool i tell u..........


afn;aofosngoisjdosjou hngsnbgsehni chaooooo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

20!!!

i stayed at home today!!!! the whole day!!! hahahahha

pretty much slept through it tho HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

dats wad i do when there's nth to do....no car to use..... =)

or i'd think....n wonder.....

what i thought of was is that this year, im turning 20!!!!! 20!! 20!! 20!!

people dun seem to be as cheerful inside compared to the cheerful side of them outside. its lk they are trying to hide their probs by putting on smiles....by laughing and all....by laughing with friends, they tend to forget bout their probs....even if its just a lil while...it somehow seems all worth it....i noe people lk this....friends lk this.....

den again....its not lk we share our probs with everyone....we choose people we feel comfortable with to do so.....so i guess all i can say is that i understand??.....

a stupid reason to start smokin is depression and probs......same goes with drinkin n drugs.....its way better to open up to or with a friend....

oh n i realized....when i talk to my friends bout u, i

Classes start tmr!! the laid back holiday has done nuff damage to my sleepin hours n ME? lol i start sleepin around 4-5am in the morning n wake around 3pm. much of the day wasted.

my new timetable for the new semester isn''t gonna help much tho...i've got only 2 classes in the day...both noon classes on mondays and saturdays.....then there's a night class on thurs....so i guess my time's gonna be pretty much FREE!!! ahahahaha

but i cant just stay back at home and laze around for the whole sem....i'd grow old way faster....so i guess i'll start waking up early tmr n find soemthing to do..... =D

everyone's leaving soon......kuching's gonna be a lil more quite soon....

oh...i guess someone's addicted to gossip girl!! lol =)

Truth in time tells all

today rather sucked but ended up well =).....things happened at home n all i wanted to do after was to get out of the house....but both cars was occupied.....till mum came back n i went out....took a darn long drive.....almost an hour.......driving helps? lol


oh...i came upon this.....serious shit funny hahahaa


12-Year-Old Boy Scouts Volunteer To Give Women Breast Exams

and finally, truth in time will tell all.....i do things with reasons i feel is best for everyone.....with reasons that would benefit us later in time. =D

nuff said....

have u ever thought how we could affect another person's life and not know it?

its lk something we did or did not do may have affected another dude's life in a big way...
or we may somehow be a big part of someone's life and not know it....or the person at all.....get wad i mean???

lets say....when u sit....den when u stand....lol n how u stand up....fast or slow.....the movement causes friction in the pocket...the friction causes the coins or money to slightly move....

den from the movement, the money drops out without u realising it...lets say exactly just enough to buy a lottery ticket....

a dude picks it up...uses the money to buy a ticket and strikes big....becomes filthy rich.....

n u din even noe that ur the one who made him rich!! ahahaha



lotsa examples more....hahhahahah so think bout it....LOL


ohh....1st of january seems to be the most unproductive day of the year for everyone hahahahah

Yuna - Deeper Conversation

im hooked to this =)

Deeper Conversation-Yuna.mp3 - Yuna

=)

the night ended up better than expected =)

i did become a driver for a lil while.....experienced quite a scary yet funny thing while picking a friend lol my window got slapped!! hahaha

besides that.....pretty much enjoyed the night....spent the night with ppl i wanted to spend it with =D

i jus got bac home just so u noe.....from alan's place....just the 2 of us, we hung out n talked till 5 even when i was dead tired....hahahahhahahahahahaha

oh.....i found out things ppl wont want me to noe.......bahahahahahahhahahaha

its a new world....its a new start.....