i've been sleeping aroun 6am for the past few days....since tues to be exact...due to my assignments....well just assignment...malaysian studies....its long but i've been writing a few hundred words when im up....i seem to tend to wonder off watching videos and chatting.
its the month of march now. a month more of dramas and disappointment before i escape for a week once again. so far, im hinting alot of things. and thinking too. mostly why, when and how questions. who without the doubt is about a few people. honestly, im not liking any of this hints. cos usually when i hint, im right!! it just works that way.
for those who actually read this blog, i may have no idea who u actually are. but yeah, i appreciate it. this dude typing this all down is going through quite a rough time. and im sorry for typing all over the place. its just the way i blog.
i take actions damn slow at things cos im no good at it but anything else, im pretty darn good. i work hard and all, dont count in the procrastination lahh...hahhaha but some things dun go my way. pretty much everything else does. prolly its just kuching ehh?? been hanging around here just too long.
"Everyone sees what u seem to be, but few know who or what u really are" >> u noe onot??? this is wad expresses me best, now and ever. be it everyone i know or even close ones around me. how well do they know me? my parents, my besties, my siblings, my frens. i figure none know me as i really am. some may understand but dont really know. thats y i give people the benifit of the doubt and all. a thing everyone should do but a mistake to do. besides that, id try to understand some people. some i've figure out. but when i do, its just too late.
sometimes u dunno wher u stand anymore. or u wont know how people see u from their eyes or how they'd react/respond to u. and from that, wad used to be, is not anymore. this goes to everyone i relate to.
oh, did u know how much it sucks when an effort is turned down even before it is made or done?
some say but dont do. think hard. it mayb just u im talking about. im talking bout a few people right now.
im just dissapointed....in everything....and in y.o.u.!!!
cant u all just tell me and spare me the thought n dissapointment?
its the month of march now. a month more of dramas and disappointment before i escape for a week once again. so far, im hinting alot of things. and thinking too. mostly why, when and how questions. who without the doubt is about a few people. honestly, im not liking any of this hints. cos usually when i hint, im right!! it just works that way.
for those who actually read this blog, i may have no idea who u actually are. but yeah, i appreciate it. this dude typing this all down is going through quite a rough time. and im sorry for typing all over the place. its just the way i blog.
i take actions damn slow at things cos im no good at it but anything else, im pretty darn good. i work hard and all, dont count in the procrastination lahh...hahhaha but some things dun go my way. pretty much everything else does. prolly its just kuching ehh?? been hanging around here just too long.
"Everyone sees what u seem to be, but few know who or what u really are" >> u noe onot??? this is wad expresses me best, now and ever. be it everyone i know or even close ones around me. how well do they know me? my parents, my besties, my siblings, my frens. i figure none know me as i really am. some may understand but dont really know. thats y i give people the benifit of the doubt and all. a thing everyone should do but a mistake to do. besides that, id try to understand some people. some i've figure out. but when i do, its just too late.
sometimes u dunno wher u stand anymore. or u wont know how people see u from their eyes or how they'd react/respond to u. and from that, wad used to be, is not anymore. this goes to everyone i relate to.
oh, did u know how much it sucks when an effort is turned down even before it is made or done?
some say but dont do. think hard. it mayb just u im talking about. im talking bout a few people right now.
im just dissapointed....in everything....and in y.o.u.!!!
cant u all just tell me and spare me the thought n dissapointment?
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