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its almost 5am and im still awake, caffeine high, due to my delayed assignments. READ THIS SHIT!!!! I'VE GOT SOMETHING TO SAY......ITS LONG N FUSSY BUT READ IT =)

i cant really blame SEGi for the delay of the assignments....cos i have been lazy myself......pretty much lazy hahahah

n that doing my assignment last minute DURING MY HOLIDAYS makes me doubtful on whether im able to pass this bloody subject......of which im quite clueless bout on how to do my assignments

GILA EHH!!!!!

plus the lecturer was supposed to confirm with us on the extended date to hand in our assignments but he didn't!!! so i may be already late to hand in my assignments......

THIS SUBJECT SUCKS!!!! SEGi SUCKS!!!!

due to the delay here and there, im also afraid i might fail this subject. STUPID shit ehh!!!

Xmas is by the corner.....n i ain't enjoying it!!! provided i finish my assignments by tmr!! i could have actually finished my assignments earlier BUT!!!!

my comp spoiled......and i have to wait for dad to come home so i can use the comp......he when he does, im already out.......n by the time im back, im too tired.......see!!! its hard!!! hehehehehe

so i kinda made a point to stay home at night to do my work but i somehow ended up going out for awhile.....

now that, im left with 1 question to do....im still worried of passing this subject.....

besides that, what got me awake n me delaying my work (of which i could finish hours ago) was after i read something......something that got me thinking........

why is it that people do this for the sake of making another happy, when it hurts?? there is no point to it isnt it???

im not trying to make a point here but there's like no sincerity in it......plus is it even worthwhile?

shouldn't we be trying to live our lives to the fullest instead?? rather than drowning ourselves in misery???

this kinda dramas' not getting on my nerves (well, it does a lil) but its kinda amusing to me....sorry to say.......and its a kinda frustrating too....

im patient....patience is my middle name......my patience has proven me right many times.....and i hope it wont fail me......LK SERIOUSLY!!!!

im patient enough to wait to do my assignment wad......its actually procrastinating lah hahhahaha but did u noe procrastination is an art?? an art to keeping up with yesterday!!! =D

nonetheless, i will remain patient........i have been......i believe im not taking things for granted.....and i wont want to........or to do anything wrong........

this post is longer than i expected it to be.....lk seriously hahahaha

i can just rant....n cant seem to find the right words to express what im thinkin right now......i did realize im grammatically redundant hahahahhaha

ohya, i've been wanting to say this....i find the word "forever" bullshit!!! i said it!!! =D forever is a promise u cant keep up to......its true and live with it.....so is the word never.....such promises based on these words are lies ur already telling when ur making the promise. think about it.

wanna make a promise? make one u can keep up to.......something u can keep track of....not based on something with an infinite value......lk forever hahahhahaa 10k's a value....n i remember that....n im working on it =)

gahhhhhhhh.............im tired.........

i went to listen to Dj Tiara Eve spin on sun.....weird partying dat day but i had fun =) but it kinda potong-ed when i heard a dude i just got to noe got into a freak accident.

i lk just went back home after walking my fren to the car.......serious shit bad i tell u.....damn soi also.....the girl who crashed the dude's car died!!! head patah n pecah.....there was pieces of her brain on the floor!!! lk serious shit!!!

plus the dude i know was so soi that the car from the opposite lane at the satok bridge somehow flew and landed on his car.....directly at the driver's seat summore......the dude's in critical condition now tho.....internal bleeding in the head....

funny thing is.....ppl who ignored him before somehow suddenly cared for him..........how fucked up is that??? oh i was his fren......oh i was his so n so.........oh here oh there.......no sense of sincerity in that....more or less to tumpang hot news......i somehow feel dat way too since i only knew him for a few days......but i felt bad cos i again somehow invited him to mojo.....damn i tell u.....i din know wad to do but to go visit him a while.....

i feel lk a hypocrite now......

then again...there's nth we can do eh??? to the accident......to the "something" i just read......but to hope for the best.....

im waiting......still waiting.....or is there anything i could do?? there is, but its just not right.....im nice =)

what say u??

im being patient.....damn patient..........