a thought.

seen people work really hard?? y so? wad is that, that motivates them?? i think it is money, expectations, responsibility, pressure and passion. dats wad i think lah. thats y i would work hard lah. just a thought tho haha

have u watched victoria secret's fashion shows?? damn hot oii!! hahahaha Miranda Kerr = :) haha

23-June-09

roughly more than a week has passed. n alot happened this pass week. mat's back. so is alan. n some other things too.

dun really have much to talk bout anyways. just trying to keep the blog slightly alive.

then again, we have 2 face asses around....pretty much making me question unnecessary things....like wth is that ass trying to do? and writing this post makes me a hypocrite. so i shouldnt complain. i think. but then, there's work, n i dun have the energy for it. been pretty much up by 7.30am and sleeping around 12am. even on sundays!! besides that, i just miss hanging out till late.

n sports!!!!! futsal n squash oiii!!!!!!!!!

chivalry is dead. n the ladies killed it. =) dun say we guys never tried.

n i want a new tattoo.

fuck H1N1 people!!!! just go rainfest k? hahhaha

n bali in aug might be a no no. prolly go kl only or redang or even penang. dunno lahh....

BETCH

so a week has passed. been sleeping and waking up early this past week. good boy now. kinda helped dad at the shop, n learnt alot too. n dad's bday was on fri.

earlier, i made a trip wif my family to the hot springs. not bad eh dat place. its kinda somewher around borneo highlands, so its technically located somewher high. its kinda a ulu place with little sign boards for directions so kinda hard to go up there lahh haha so....the hot springs' actually a stream. n the water's bloody clear and cold!! much clearer than those of matang's. n parts of the stream would be oddly warm. so there would be man made rock pools to keep the warm water "around" hahaha and such rock pools would be kinda bubbly. its not that hot actually unless u sit at the air hole for a period of time. hahaha we cooked eggs in the sand oii!!!! hahahaha dats how hot it is hahaha so yeah....kinda a nice place to go. if ur kinda bored and are already running out of ideas to hang out at kuching haha

loads of these butterflies around ehhh

the rock pool. n dad.

finally, urs trully =) hahahahhaa

oh....moral class seemed to be what i unexpected it to be. i could say its gonna be the most interesting subject for my whole diploma course hahaha

chao chao!! work work!!! money money money!!!!!!!

1 or 2? a or b? choices again...

i'll never stop

My holidays are over...i think.. imma gonna start helpin my dad at the shop starting tmr. early nights and morning for me till who noes when. haha bout time i start doing that tho. or id feel like ah seng with a house to stay in, a car to drive, frens to hang out wif and UNconstant pocket money hahaha

played futsal on fri. surprisingly, i enjoyed it. almost fainted tho hahaha i have that dizzy2 thing goin on when i over-workout hahahaha

kayak was suppose to be today. apparently somebody's bloody mary visited at the right time of the month!! HAHA!!! however, i got to hang out wif qids. FINALLY. that betch. been staying over at her aunts wif numerous "malas to go out lah" excuses hahhaha plus her pinches and chest punches. mayb i'll give her a chest punch of my own n finish it wif a boob grab HOHOHO

Please call me back.

till then...nights =)

Posers n hypocrites

as much a hypocrite we all are, just dont make it obvious lah. dumb ass.

we choose what to feel. wad to get. wad to say. dats y we have thoughts. in a case of a sad situation that we choose to feel otherwise, some may call it denial. but i dont. wads the point of being sad causing misery in ourselves? we have a choice. a choice to feel otherwise. a choice to be happy. its all in our head people!!!!!

wad we feel, is wad we want to feel. all made up by us. our thoughts. same goes to wad we wanna do, wad we want and our desires and all those BS. so yeah....its all in our head. the attachment and detachment. whether we want it or not. or if we chose for it to be or not. choices choices choices......

you and i. are like oil and water.

gawai isnt dat bad after all. wad is, is the wall i see, the barrier i feel of the people around me. pretty much nth to worry bout.

racism. still exists. unintentionally.

been to the beach pretty much over the past few days. did a lil kayaking yday. last i done dat was in primary 6. fun n cheap. good way to take a girl out on a date hahahaha

guts. is not wad i really have. depending on wad im to do, want to or suppose to.

lately, i've been feeling weird pains. on my chest. the left to be exact. kinda hurts when i take a deep breath or stretch. =S

if u dun want, someone else wud.

i am sexy ;) hahaha

today was shitty. stayed at home. got out to nowhere n got back. bloody boring.

we're worried cos we care. dun u think so? so yeah...

screw the weekends.

nothing's the same. if everything was to be the same, why do we make choices?