today was shitty. stayed at home. got out to nowhere n got back. bloody boring.

we're worried cos we care. dun u think so? so yeah...

screw the weekends.

nothing's the same. if everything was to be the same, why do we make choices?

ash2.

its 5.30 now, i just got back watching man utd being out classed by barcelona. hehh....n i come home to have my mum telling me i shud stop goin till late.

dad told me to come back home earlier. i kinda did. i came home early. early in the morning.

i missed my parents anniversary just now. felt awfully bad that i did. i forgot eh. kimenn

commitments.

im drained. n lately, i get annoyed easily. although i find myself very patient, it just gets me sometimes. mostly these days. my patience has caused me lots. like LOTS!!

mal's on my couch now. HAHAHA apparently we were suppose to be somewher else. somehow, it didn't happen. abu2. frustrated i am.

i dun get u. ur hard to understand. im frustrated. n tired. =(

y cant we all just be frank? kimen.

im off now. my heads sliding sidewards, n i feel upside down. nights.

im translucent

things got cleared today. n im glad it did. anymore of it, we'd noe wad to do now. =)

then again, i believe im translucent. others just aint. im tired. reli. i reli do need a break. not dat im not having one now. but a break away. a break indefinitely. all i wish i just had the cash to do so. but ther's things i cant let go. my family. my dad especially.

wads it like living a life of lies n bluff? i've been honest much. we'll see..

im tired...

Game Over??

BON-JUER!! HAHA

so Qidah's back today. betch!! hahahaha n i got new boxers =) HOHOHO ones lol

nth much happened today. felt lk shit pretty much during the evening cos i felt lk vomiting. but i held it in n yeah. i still feel lk crap.

things kinda got cleared today. atleast it KINDA got cleared. but it got messed up in my head after. i cant think of proper possibilities. i cant tell wads wad. GILA. its playing in my head now. bout wad to do, n wad to say, n wad to feel. imma try clear things up a lil tmr. n we'll see how it goes =)

Game Over? i hope so but guess not. see how its playing wif my head? HAHA pulling strings are not an option anymore.

lk i said, we all seem to focus bout the people around us but at the end of the day, it all just bout us.

dunno lah. im clueless edi.

do u noe the "u noe i noe" kinda thing? it happens in such a way that u noe, i noe, but when somebody asks, i'll speak the truth, just not the whole truth, not the "u noe i noe" truth. just becos its just foe u to noe. n me of cos. then becos of this, things happen lah. u noe?? haha

u spin my head right round, right round...........

AU REVOIR!! haha

The Audition

yes, the audition. im currently making a play, or running one. i'll see who gets to play who =) u may start playing the role u want now, but do remember, ppl dun always get the roles they want. HAHA

we all seem to think and act for the best for the people, or rather, our friends. but somehow, it always ends up acting for the best for ourselves. dun u think so?

palm pre. i want it. my iphone killer. makes iphone look like a phone without the i hahahaha
sad thing is, i need to save. and the money i save are already for my trips. so if ur nice, u noe lah =)

nth much for tonight. so who do u wanna play in this year's summer drama?? ;)

jupiter rising baby....check these songs out!! huhu

bloody hell

today was all bout eddie murphy. watched 4 of his movies just to kill my time. im dat bored...

so we hung out at Tropicana today, had a lil to drink and almost choked myself. damn HAHAHAHA den we dropped by soho n i got to meet steph!! been ages since i saw her n yet we both stay in kch hahaha n yes, im proud of my short hair =))))))

when we're drunk, personalities changes, we somehow get braver (cos we dun think twice or wont) hahaha so we say or do things we think without consideration. personality tweak i call it. so jaga-jaga abit lahh.... mistakes are easily spotted by those who dun reli drink hahaha like me HOHOHO!!!

wad u think isn't wad u think it is. u might think i dunno, but i do ;) i'll just continue putting on my poker face. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA POKER FACE!! LMAO!!

n Qidah, the past are memories; memories of which we remember and treasure; of which is hard to let go, memories of which are not wrong to keep; of which we can use to improve ourselves; of which we think bout everyday. but remember, the memories are the past. n time doesn't tick backwards. there's still alot to look forward to. so, chill k, Miss Kakya Tek??!!! =D

my daddy loves me hahahahahahha

n finally, i need to get a new phone. like seriously now. =S

kakya tek?? hahahahhahahahahahhaha

y did u have to go? boring eh.

today's friday, im bored. guys wanna play futsal later but i dun feel like it cos its futsal. im just bored. reli bored.

qidah's not in town, she's in miri. mal is hard to find. tsk3. the rest are available but i just dunno. im blur. today din feel like yday. cos it wasnt yday lah!! ahaahahha gai.

yday, i had a brief moment of wildness towards the end of the night. having to see and to know just a lil more puts me in a hard place. wadddaaafuckkkkkk....

niq's got 2 words for u...BE CAREFUL!!!!

godeng's got 2 words for u.....ABIT TERUT!!!!!

qidah's got a laugh for u......HOHOHO!!!!

get the picture???

i've got a smirk for u ;)

oh, my blog just got a lil popular... HUHU!! =D

life is scandalous ;)

apparently i "jogged" today. more like walk. hahaha eh, i dun need the exercise bah HAHAHAHAHA

so it was kinda dull lah today. seriously. thoughts keep getting on my nerves + frustration. dont u ever learn? or is it prolly just u?

today, i learned that things dont happen 1 way. it takes 2 to have something happen or going on. drama shit i tell u eh. n the way i see things are going, i dun like it much at all. but nth i can do bout it. sighhh...

are u just naive, plain dumb or do u just not care?. i think i noe wads happening. horny shit? someone has not been getting pussy for a long time. meow!!~~~ i assume so lah.. consequences baby...consequences..... its u im talking bout not who ur thinking im talking bout. too much info? fine with me =)

there's a massive bomb set to explode, not knowing when it will, only time would tell. oh when or would a defuser come into play to do his/her part?? time is wad disperses us..

sca-sca-sca-scandalous.... ;)