im in a dilemma now ehh...doin what i do is kinda hard....very tiring tooo....not physically but mentally....a lil bit physically too haha making trips away from home, at a constant basis...it cool but hard....

to think about it, what good is the money if it aint good?? the money's good, it pays well but its hell lot of risk doin it....prob i should stop after i collected enough??

my only intention is to collect money for my degree....is that anything wrong??

haihhhhhhh

Damn the assignments...

its just so hard to get started......

arghhhhh

teehees

today was a pretty long day....bloody assignments are out and classes are gettin boring....they actually are hahaha

did alot of talking today...serious talking....discussions....just had one wif my parents bout wads wad n how to solve this n that and alot lah.....this kinda talk's good...glad i had it....

help 2 persons out too today!!!! hahahaha from the talking n helpin out, i learnt to not care, not to bother n to be the better person.....it does creates harmony ehh...seriously.....

n finally, IM RICH BITCH!!!! hahahaha almost lah hahahha business is doing very2 well!!! my partner n i are already planning to make another trip to kl to restock soon...wakakakakakaka

chows!!! =)

Operation Fat Panda -> Accomplished!!! =D

Thurs

Could not sleep the night as i was thinkin bout my coming tripS...both of which would be happening right after one another. Aman sent me to the airport for my 1 night stay at KL. At that time i, again did not have a place to stay but managed to get a bed in the Traveler's Palm which was kinda easy. arriving KL with only Rm100 for expenses, i had to pay for transport, my bed and dinner which left me with only 15 for my personal use. Arrived at 2.30 n checked in by 4. i stayed in the lodging house n came to knew james, an australian who was crashing till saturday before he leaves for kuching for 3 weeks. turns out we was goin to attend marketing classes at swinburne just for the time he was at kuching. there was this other dude of which i din get his name. din really talk much to him as he kept arguing with james bout health...probably what angmos enjoy doing hahahaha then steph called to meet up around 7. She n kit had arrived earlier. so we had dinner at jalan alor, in a kopitiam near wher i was stayin n the food sucked!!! lol kuching food is so much bettter hahahaha after dinner, we had a walk at pavilion. walked n walked n waited for them to try on clothes, do their shopping n was bac by 10 cos they had to leave early. so i went bac n slept the night. turns out andre from UK was still at traveler's palm when i got bac. he had just arrived bac from kota bahry n was leaving for cambodia for a month















sleepin in the same bed as before



















kit n i at billabong, pavilion














this was how saving i was...bring my own loaf of bread to kl lol


Fri

woke up, had breakfast n stayed in the whole day till it was time to leave. while waiting for time to pass by i was kinda "sexually harassed" lol...

there was 2 dudes for algeria...both white...1 went out to buy food n the other stayed bac. then he came upon me...being friendly i talked to him...asked his name and all...but i did not really layan him cos i was watching tv. then he suddenly asked if i disco-ed n i told him no. wasn in a mood to talk so i tried to get a nap from where he kinda "atur balik" my shirt while i was lying down. i woke up n din really bother. then his hand came upon my arm....rubbing it and all when no one else was looking. i got quite disgusted n then called steph to ask where she was. thats when things got outta hand. when i was on the phone, he grabbed my hand n kept "rubbing" it "softly" hahahhaha dat time i could not take it no more...i got up went out n had cigarettes till he was not in the tv lounge. by the time he wasn there, i went in again, bathe n got ready to leave asap hahahhahaha n by 3 i was out to the lcct....before leaving i told suzy, the owner of the lodge bout what happened n she joked that it was probably a "friendly gesture" since the algerians did not speak good english...hahahahha i still don care n screw that fucking gay!!!!!! hahahahha

arrived kuching aroung 9 where aman picked me up, then we settled some stuff n then he sent me to damai as i actually had plans with my frens. reached aroun 11 plus2 n hung out, ate n played n then slept. when i arrived, i was surprised to see the number of people n the room lol adam, adruce, sepul, aiman, mal, alan, godeng, mat and asfa was there....plus me it makes 10 people hahhaaa












































putting a peanut in u know wad hahahahhaha (video)

Sat

went for a swim during noon n the evening when aniq dropped by for a lil while. hung out by the pool when i got sick of the sand flies so i asked adruce to join me to the pub to watch live music. went in ordered drinks, and i randomly asked the waiter if adruce could play on stage....and he could!!!! hahahaha so we waited for the 2nd set when druce jammed with 2 other dudes. after the session, we went bac n waited hung out, fooled around n had lotsa fun. so much to write about n m lazy too hahahhahaha will let the pics to the talking =D n videos too!!! hahaha


fighting session?? a must watch!!! trust me hahahaa















a lil sing along....remember him??? he's the dude who played the lead guitar in the bl prom, Adruce

jamming in the room =)














a gay vibe among 6 of them hahahha














druce playing on stage














Sun

was waken up really early by mal to go breakfast...from where i brought bac buffet from the restaurant for my friends bac in the room....n i brought a hell lot!!! hahahaa then we had a swim before packing up n leaving the place. towards the end of the trip, the room was dirty as hell n smelt like the kuah for roti canai hahahahha because it is!!! lol wad to do?? boys bahh!!! hahahah















breakfast!!! hahaha

mission fat panda accomplished!!!! XD



damai in all was kinda the best beach trip ive been to. everyone was being a kid playing little kid games, chasing each other around n wrestling n even taking bath together wher there would be 3-4 guys sharing the same shower in the same bathtub lol.....plus the beach n watching druce play was the bomb!!!

My escapade continued

remember my 4 day 3 night escape this week?? haha

im flying over to kl again this thurs for a night!!!! hahahahha this was even more last minute than the the fallen eagle trip...


i'll be meetin kitty, steph, bong and heng ther....wheeeeeess~~~ hahahahaha

den on fri night, i'll fly bac at night n head to damai immediately....wakakakakak for 2 night n 2 days....

whahahahahaha

this time, the trip's operation fat panda lols

wanna join??? =D

aihhhhh

the trip to bali is kinda a x jadi...haihh

i dun wanna my passport to go to waste.....im so gettin a debit card soon =S

Sound familiar????



this is the track Moose started the battle at the end of Step Up 2....damn cool song....took me damn long to find too hahahha

My Escapade

i wanna go Bali real bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tickets are free at airasia n i really hope i get the seats IN TIME!!!!

got another 2 escapade escapes goin on next week. My next 4 day 3 night escape from kuching..wheeee?!!?!?!!!! im beginning to lk this.....

its not my time - 3 doors down

Looking back at the beginning of this
And how life was
Just you and me and love and all of our friends
Living life like an ocean
Now the currents slowly pulling me down
It's getting harder to breath
It won't be too long and I'll be going under
Can you save me from this

('Cause) It's not my time,
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
It's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
Oh, I won't go

I look ahead to all the plans that we made
And the dreams that we had
I'm in a world that tries to take them away
Oh, but I'm taking them back
All this time I've just been to blind to understand
What should matter to me
My friend, this life we live
Is not what we have, it's what we believe

(And) It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
It's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
But, It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
Now I know that
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
Oh, I won't go
I won't go

(solo)

There might be more than you believe
(There might be more than you believe)
There might be more than you can see
But, It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
It's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
But, It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a will in me
Now it's gonna show
This could be the end of me
And everything I know, oh
There might be more than you believe
(There might be more than you believe)
There might be more than you can see
And I won't go
No I won't go down (yeahh)

Kung Fu Panda

Caught Kung Fu Panda last night and it was awesome




















this time, the animation they have are so so detailed and made everything seem kinda real... what got my attention most of the time was the eyes of every character which had a glow in it...especially the eyes of tigress and tai lung..

but what really got my attention was the little black tail of Po just behind his patched up pants and the ponytail of Shifu's which had a small little ribbon on it....

the movie was roughly about a panda, Po who dreams of becoming a Kungfu master, which also admires the furious 5 and shifu all of which are fighting warriors in the jade temple. then one day, when the tortoise master, Oogway has a vision that Tai Lung is gonna escape prison, he summons to choose the Dragon Warrior who would stop Tai Lung from creating havoc. then Po, somehow gets chosen n is trained by shifu..then......................Go watch la....hahaha

what i really liked was the part Po received training, when he was forbidden to eat and shifu trained him by motivating him with food and Po does so by visualising his target as food....

quotes from the screen were lk
>yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift, that's why its called a present....cool huh??
>there's no accident

the movie in all was a great one to watch.....was way better than what i expected it to be.....n funny...but some stupid jackasses in the cineplex kept laughing when there's nothing to laugh about which was kinda annoying....however, Kung Fu Panda is a must watch!! =)

soon enough, there will be Kung Fu Panda dolls everywhere lk what happened to the CJ7 but then Kung fu panda is definitely better haha

i waited, im sure u didn't...