bloody hell

today was all bout eddie murphy. watched 4 of his movies just to kill my time. im dat bored...

so we hung out at Tropicana today, had a lil to drink and almost choked myself. damn HAHAHAHA den we dropped by soho n i got to meet steph!! been ages since i saw her n yet we both stay in kch hahaha n yes, im proud of my short hair =))))))

when we're drunk, personalities changes, we somehow get braver (cos we dun think twice or wont) hahaha so we say or do things we think without consideration. personality tweak i call it. so jaga-jaga abit lahh.... mistakes are easily spotted by those who dun reli drink hahaha like me HOHOHO!!!

wad u think isn't wad u think it is. u might think i dunno, but i do ;) i'll just continue putting on my poker face. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA POKER FACE!! LMAO!!

n Qidah, the past are memories; memories of which we remember and treasure; of which is hard to let go, memories of which are not wrong to keep; of which we can use to improve ourselves; of which we think bout everyday. but remember, the memories are the past. n time doesn't tick backwards. there's still alot to look forward to. so, chill k, Miss Kakya Tek??!!! =D

my daddy loves me hahahahahahha

n finally, i need to get a new phone. like seriously now. =S

kakya tek?? hahahahhahahahahahhaha

y did u have to go? boring eh.

today's friday, im bored. guys wanna play futsal later but i dun feel like it cos its futsal. im just bored. reli bored.

qidah's not in town, she's in miri. mal is hard to find. tsk3. the rest are available but i just dunno. im blur. today din feel like yday. cos it wasnt yday lah!! ahaahahha gai.

yday, i had a brief moment of wildness towards the end of the night. having to see and to know just a lil more puts me in a hard place. wadddaaafuckkkkkk....

niq's got 2 words for u...BE CAREFUL!!!!

godeng's got 2 words for u.....ABIT TERUT!!!!!

qidah's got a laugh for u......HOHOHO!!!!

get the picture???

i've got a smirk for u ;)

oh, my blog just got a lil popular... HUHU!! =D

life is scandalous ;)

apparently i "jogged" today. more like walk. hahaha eh, i dun need the exercise bah HAHAHAHAHA

so it was kinda dull lah today. seriously. thoughts keep getting on my nerves + frustration. dont u ever learn? or is it prolly just u?

today, i learned that things dont happen 1 way. it takes 2 to have something happen or going on. drama shit i tell u eh. n the way i see things are going, i dun like it much at all. but nth i can do bout it. sighhh...

are u just naive, plain dumb or do u just not care?. i think i noe wads happening. horny shit? someone has not been getting pussy for a long time. meow!!~~~ i assume so lah.. consequences baby...consequences..... its u im talking bout not who ur thinking im talking bout. too much info? fine with me =)

there's a massive bomb set to explode, not knowing when it will, only time would tell. oh when or would a defuser come into play to do his/her part?? time is wad disperses us..

sca-sca-sca-scandalous.... ;)

i have no title for this post.

my holidays are killing me. im feeling much more useless day after day. for the past week i have been kinda slacking. haven been doing much lately other than hanging out n hanging out. i see my parents like 5 mins a day. and i havent reli seen my grandma since she has been back for NZ. i noe what im up to, which is no good but im gonna do it again tmr. haihh...i reli need something to fill my time. prolly in june i'll start working =)

for the last 2 days, me mal n qdah has been hanging out mostly roaming around in the car. i think the distance we drove around could prolly allow us to reach KK or something.

words for today are...hmmmm.....sincerity, loyalty, lame and "was it purely just fun?" hahahahhaha

oh...i found out i enjoy massaging feet hahahaha dunno y but my hands need to work i guess LOL

n qdah asked for me to write something bout her. qdah is a princess =)




not!!! hahahahahahahhahahahaha =P

megalomaniac

as of a few hours ago, im tired of kch. tired of the ppl living here especially. somehow, i cant seem to understand how ppl can be such an ass, not that they realize that they are. but if i think that ur an ass, u are one. =) u want names? choi lu lah!!! hahahahhaha

weekends...

i wonder who reads my shit i write here. if my posts are read for who it written bout or if my thoughts are put into thought?? hahaha

people look forward to weekends but i find nth to look forward to during sat n suns. or fri nights. turns out my weekends are less happening compared to my weekdays. id most prolly be staying at home doin nth or out with frens doing some boring shit.

holidays sucks. make me lazier than ever.

why is it that people discriminate? even i do. discrimination in the sense of choosing who to talk, chat or hang out with. it kinda sucks ehh...... everyone discriminates. making a choice is already discrimination.

expectation's complications.....

wtf!!!!! angel n demons......more like angel go suck demon's balls. the book is far by more interesting than the movie.....rather disappointed in the movie....it all seemed cramped in to a short span of 2 hours....n many details was left out. although i expected it to be toned down like davinci code, i din expected it to leave out so many info. was kinda dissapointed but it was actually a good effort to put the book into the movie. 6/10???

my flint went missing tonight. somehow, there was no spark to light the flame. kimen!! n now i dunno wad to do bout it.

i am easy to hang out with.

id hang out at anytime with my frens

im smart and cunning

i have my boundries of rights and wrongs

my way of thinkin bothers some people

i question myself anything.

i am noe alot. bout things, facts, people

im good at reading minds

i wait for the right time

i keep secrets well

i dun bother questioning something i already know

i am shy yet daring

i am observant

i dun have a religion cos i question religion's credibility

i suck at small talk

i care of people's feelings

i noe its not right but some things i do

i mock people

i have high expectations

i am a procrastinator

i am a hypocrite

i am lazy

i am in denial, we all are..

i am a fabricator

i am willing to sacrifice

i am patient. very.

i rather do to things face to face

i prefer text to calls

i prefer hang out to texts

i can tell if ur lying, but i wont ask.

i respect people's decisions

i give a stare

im obvious if i dislike u

i try to be as frank as possible

yet i take care of people's feelings

i can take a joke

i can take an insult

i will remember ur insult and joke

i can tell how ur feeling but i wont act

i respect traditions

i try to be as humble as possible

i treasure friendship

i think too much

i am me.

all smiles =)

today today today....

prolly the best this month so far.

exams are done.

holidays starts.

diploma's almost done.

rainfest is nearer.

although im almost as good as broke.

i got a plan.

and finally.

angels and demons =)

cant wait =D

i shud be sleeping.

bloody exhausted.

mentally and physically.

but im just too hyper.

something made my day.

so im excited.

although, since morning.

again...

cant wait. hahaha

wher got can like dat??????? lol

it wont take long for people to tell what kinda a person u are. espcially when ur acting whore-ish haha charms are misleading. 

it will be soon before people start knowing ;)

deceit

hehh....ur full of it..

im observing a drama in production. a few more days would would tell. stay tuned. =)