Wednesday, September 3, 2008

tag by eve >>> top 25 things imembarrassed bout in my life

1. - 25. >> i dunno ehhh...im too beat to think lately and now hehehhe sorry eve =(

:S

assignments....

n i miss flyin to kl...

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

ahh fuck!!! harga rokok went up!!! grrrrrr......i wanna stop!! lmao

Monday, September 1, 2008

Merdeka??

merdeka night was a blast!!

"celebrated" merdeka at links...almost everyone was there and was sure everyone had fun!! haha there was 2 Djs playing last night...both ladies n both hot!! hahahahha one from kl opening for the main dj from jakarta. both played good music but the one from jakarta was the bomb!! huhu...

dun have any pics yet tho...gonna go savage pics from fren who took pics hahahaha learnt a new word tho...legendEST hahahhah


besides everything dat happened, i feel lk shit this few days..i feel awfully tired n i loose my appetite very very often....im beat!! mentally as well....seems lk my balance of the universe aint balanced grrrrrrr

I've been searching for you
I heard a cry within my soul
I've never had a yearning quite like this before
Now that you are walking right through my door

All of my life
Where have you been?
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again........

hmmmmmmmmm.........

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Merderka night!

darn....merdeka night screws up plans for a saturday night...imagine the traffic n the havoc!!!

fuck!!

merdeka my foot!! aahahahahahhahahah

everywhere is a no no to go tonight..jus stay at home and listen to afroman =D

Say colt 45 and 2 zig-zags baby thats all we need we can go to the park after dark, smoke that tumbleweed, as the marijana burn(s) we can take our turn singing them dirty rap songs, stop and hit the bong like Cheech and Chong and sell tapes from here to hongkong. So roll roll roll my joint pick out the seeds and stems
feelin high as hell flyin' through Palmdale.....


hahahahahah


but i think im still going out hahahahha to create more havoc...fuck!! hahahah

another sleepless night and rants!! hahahah

look in the mirror, ud see urself...look hard enough, ud still see urself.....eyes closed, ud see darkness. stay long enough infront of the mirror, u'd feel lk a fool. hahahahhaahha what possible ways are they to see ur inner self???

i noe one....lay down in total drakness n jus let ur thoughts wonder...lol

i wonder how another person would feel if i did what i wanted to based on what i whought and felt. would they react as how i expect them to react or could it be jus the total opposite. ThoughtS wonderS

this was wad i was thinkin bout. i would feel that i may have taken advantage or taken a person for granted if i did what i wanted to do. would the person feel the way i may feel, of which i think is not nice if i had acted. im tryng my best, i'll do my best, i'll act another way, but would it all matter?, would the person fell the way i feel or am i just thinkin too much. i end up letting myself wonder, judging myself, thinkin of shouldS n shouldnS. being scared means having something to loose. to think bout it. it sounds damn true. who on earth isnt scared?? who on earth does not have anything to loose? thus, to do something or not to. all i wanna know is which weighs the other out?

blah blah blah..........

all this blahs clouds the rationality in me....wears me out....i need my sleep




was suppose to post this few days bac....me lazy to type n is restless...pluss its good i waited before i acted....if not...outcome could have been disastrous lmao!!! mayb thinkin too much is kinda good..........

or not??....help me out here......lol

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

so far???

1st my result are out....got a C n a B...not too bad since i studied last minute n sat in the exam hall for roughly 1 hour for each papers hahahahhaha as long i need not resit the subjs hahahahha

2nd, mum n dad found out bout my tattoo...they din say much but did gave a weird look asking funny questions lk is it permanent??? den after dat...does it stay forever???....its permanent lahh!! hahahahha

3rd...i think i gotta touch up the tattoo after my hand heals...the wound bled cos i slept n made some parts of the tattoo lighter in color hahaha

4th, merdeka's soon....nth much to say bout it hahaha

5th, i wanna go travel!!! i miss backpacking!!! grrr

6th, nth edi!! hahahah bye!!! n take care!! hahaha XOXO??? LMAO!!!!!

Friday, August 22, 2008

So far since Sunday..

nth much really happened since sunday although Lee Chong Wei is gonna be given a datuk-ship sometime soon......stupid lah.....come bac wif a bloody olympic medal n become a datuk....not gold summore....and at 25? doesnt sound creditable to me....wad if the 18 year old diver dude fom sarawak got gold??? give him the bloody title as well lah hahahahahahah

besides that, my bday happened on tuesday....thks u guys for the gifts, cakes, for hanging out and most of all for not egging me!!! hahahahha

my tattoo's started healing not too long ago...i saw a lil blood today tho but i sure hope its nth hahaha

dats all lah....n im living in dreamland lately. lol due to extensive sleeping....hahahahha

Sunday, August 17, 2008

160808

saturday was a day of mine to remember =D was really excited bout wad i was up to....to get my tattoo!!!

alf fetched me n headed off to Unique Arts to get my tattoo done. took slightly more than an hour to do n im pleased with it!! haha no seafood tho for a week hahaha the thing bout getting a tattoo is that my parents dun hav a single clue bout it hahah i asked my dad several times if i could get one n he said no. now i dun care. get one den tell him hahahahahha




















zreya aka confidence in tibet. its a tibetan calligraphy..dats y it looks as it it has brush stokes =D look sideways, u'll see numbers hahaha 6, 3, 2, 8....wad u waitin for??? go try ur luck on 4d!! ahahha

after gettin the tattoo, mal alf n i went aroun getting ready for the bbq. everything was so last minute. we only started buying meat around 6 something n marinated the meat around 8 plus. after buying food any all, we stopped by alf's place to set the fire while i cleaned up. mal alf n i den left godeng n mamat to get things done while we went to pick lane. after fetching her, we bought some other stuff n headed bac where i marinated the lamb, the chicken n made a bbq gravy. hahaha i cook u noe!! hahaha everything was so last minute but was one of the best bbq i ever had hahaha

after bbq was sessions of fooling around n laughing our asses off. *cut cut cut....and lastly everything had to end as lane had curfew at 12. so we sent her bac n got bac to watch harold n kumar of which ended up watching us hahahaha
antireligion

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check those 2 words out in wikipeida hahaha