Saturday, August 16, 2008
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
im confused....???
what i tend to do when im lying in bed trying to sleep is think. at the end of the night, i end up not having sleep at all cos thoughts, idea and macam-macam leads from one to another. i think of almost everything, what i wanna be, what i wanna do, where i wanna go, what i wanna buy, how am i gonna make money, what i think of myself, what i should not do, what i think of other people, their actions, what they say, stupid ideas, quotes and their meanings, u get the point? haha sounds cheesy and corny but i dun care. wait till u read the rest hahahaha
i think i think too much till i made my mirror a goal board of things i intend to buy, places i want to go at a specific time and things i want to do. i dunno why but it makes me fell as though iv gone nuts...somehow..... hahahahah
id come up with theories of ways to obtain something which u want, a goal, dream or whatever u want to call it. i just realized that its my reason to procrastinate hahaha any huss, this is wad i got.
>dreams, goals one way or another are things we intend to have or achieve. thus, when we do something to do achieve a dream or goal, we have intentions. from the way i see it, having intentions when when doing something makes it harder to obtain the goal. its lk everything seems to back fire and not turn up the way we'd want it to be if we have intentions. then again, when we'd do something with no intentions such as doing something sincerely, we'd realize, the goal or what we initially intended, somehow indirectly would be a step closer. simply lk just helping a someone sincerely, just relaxing when we are under pressure or mayb just to let things be and not to try too hard. get what i mean? makes sense? hahahahh its kinda like a reverse psycho thingy hahahha
other den coming up wif weird theories, id sometimes remind myself that life isnt jus bout being bold, but acceptance. that way, we shud try to treasure what i already have n try not to ask for more and to helps me be a lil more optimistic. i feel putting a smile every time keeps thing happy. there wouldn be a point o be miserable, to be sad, to whine bout something cos all it does is just makes ourselves even more miserable. i also believe that being and staying positive at all times attracts other positive things too which continues to make the world a better place. and being negative gives the negative effect. is it logical? or am i jus thinkin too much?
and whats the thing bout people whining bout other people talking behind their back? its pure stupidity. everyone talks behind other people's back. if u said u have not done so u sure as hell is a liar. if u said that u have not talk behind a particular person's back, u sure as hell is a liar. everyone does that, so be it a positive or negative thing to talk about. so why bother bout people talking bout their back? its just talking when ur not present. i think i have an idea y people bother bout people talking bout them. probably becos they worry people revealing and mentioning truly negative things bout them. they don want people to know wads bad bout them, wads weak bout them and so on. what im trying to say is who ask u to be so stupid in the first place to make the mistake? dat somehow gives the reason for the person to be talked about. im sure when people talk without the "subject's" presence, they dont make up stories, all they do is talk bout wads true and then repeat it to several other people. if it reaches the subject, its unnecessary him to whine bout people talking behind his back. y not spend the energy used to whine about and improve on the mistakes and weaknesses once we've known what it is?
whats worst is that they do not admit to their mistakes. grow up lah. people around u not stupid. living in denial makes oneself look stupid.
n whats worst of dat is having grudges of the people talking bout u and what makes it even worst is picking jus a person or a few to put the "blame?" on when everyone is doing what the one's being picked are doing.
what makes it even worst is to do that, and covering an eye over the close peers who talk behind ur back, and jus automatically forgive them. that's stupid.
what makes it even worst is that that person talked behind bout their close peers back! hahhaha
n to top it all is to make up stories of what's not true n tell one person and eventually spreads around.
and whats more stupid n foolish is having read this n still not improve cos this applies to everyone even me!! i talk behind people's back. if u read this, i 've been in a conversation bout talk behind ur back. and somehow, if anyone shud have "terasa" n have a grudge on me cos u read this, i dun mind so, but im telling u, ur a stupid MOFO hahahahahha if no one was to talk behind people's back, i sure as hell guarantee the world gonna be a boring place.
however, having remind myself of what to do and what not, i may tend to be hypocritical, who doesnt?? everyone is hypocritical somehow another by doing something they say they would not do, either intentionally or unintentionally.
then there's the thing to reason or to make sense. is there a need to reason when doing something? is there a need to make sense when doing something? when i do something, it may have no reason. its just to. hahah and even if i do have a reason, it might make no sense. does everything we do have to reason or make sense? i believe a lil something in everything has to make no sense or life would sure be boring hahahahahha
another thing bout being optimistic is so see things in a different way, to laugh n embrace life. makes the world a better place as far as i noe. why feel sad, mad, or angry? doing so makes the situation even more miserable and sad. y not not just think bout something else, keep ur mind off what's bothering u?
im talking too much n i still got more but i should stop or i'll go crazy soon. bye hahaha =D
wait....but then to think that if everyone thought lk me, wudnt it be boring?? no drama goin on hahahahhaha chao...
i think i think too much till i made my mirror a goal board of things i intend to buy, places i want to go at a specific time and things i want to do. i dunno why but it makes me fell as though iv gone nuts...somehow..... hahahahah
id come up with theories of ways to obtain something which u want, a goal, dream or whatever u want to call it. i just realized that its my reason to procrastinate hahaha any huss, this is wad i got.
>dreams, goals one way or another are things we intend to have or achieve. thus, when we do something to do achieve a dream or goal, we have intentions. from the way i see it, having intentions when when doing something makes it harder to obtain the goal. its lk everything seems to back fire and not turn up the way we'd want it to be if we have intentions. then again, when we'd do something with no intentions such as doing something sincerely, we'd realize, the goal or what we initially intended, somehow indirectly would be a step closer. simply lk just helping a someone sincerely, just relaxing when we are under pressure or mayb just to let things be and not to try too hard. get what i mean? makes sense? hahahahh its kinda like a reverse psycho thingy hahahha
other den coming up wif weird theories, id sometimes remind myself that life isnt jus bout being bold, but acceptance. that way, we shud try to treasure what i already have n try not to ask for more and to helps me be a lil more optimistic. i feel putting a smile every time keeps thing happy. there wouldn be a point o be miserable, to be sad, to whine bout something cos all it does is just makes ourselves even more miserable. i also believe that being and staying positive at all times attracts other positive things too which continues to make the world a better place. and being negative gives the negative effect. is it logical? or am i jus thinkin too much?
and whats the thing bout people whining bout other people talking behind their back? its pure stupidity. everyone talks behind other people's back. if u said u have not done so u sure as hell is a liar. if u said that u have not talk behind a particular person's back, u sure as hell is a liar. everyone does that, so be it a positive or negative thing to talk about. so why bother bout people talking bout their back? its just talking when ur not present. i think i have an idea y people bother bout people talking bout them. probably becos they worry people revealing and mentioning truly negative things bout them. they don want people to know wads bad bout them, wads weak bout them and so on. what im trying to say is who ask u to be so stupid in the first place to make the mistake? dat somehow gives the reason for the person to be talked about. im sure when people talk without the "subject's" presence, they dont make up stories, all they do is talk bout wads true and then repeat it to several other people. if it reaches the subject, its unnecessary him to whine bout people talking behind his back. y not spend the energy used to whine about and improve on the mistakes and weaknesses once we've known what it is?
whats worst is that they do not admit to their mistakes. grow up lah. people around u not stupid. living in denial makes oneself look stupid.
n whats worst of dat is having grudges of the people talking bout u and what makes it even worst is picking jus a person or a few to put the "blame?" on when everyone is doing what the one's being picked are doing.
what makes it even worst is to do that, and covering an eye over the close peers who talk behind ur back, and jus automatically forgive them. that's stupid.
what makes it even worst is that that person talked behind bout their close peers back! hahhaha
n to top it all is to make up stories of what's not true n tell one person and eventually spreads around.
and whats more stupid n foolish is having read this n still not improve cos this applies to everyone even me!! i talk behind people's back. if u read this, i 've been in a conversation bout talk behind ur back. and somehow, if anyone shud have "terasa" n have a grudge on me cos u read this, i dun mind so, but im telling u, ur a stupid MOFO hahahahahha if no one was to talk behind people's back, i sure as hell guarantee the world gonna be a boring place.
however, having remind myself of what to do and what not, i may tend to be hypocritical, who doesnt?? everyone is hypocritical somehow another by doing something they say they would not do, either intentionally or unintentionally.
then there's the thing to reason or to make sense. is there a need to reason when doing something? is there a need to make sense when doing something? when i do something, it may have no reason. its just to. hahah and even if i do have a reason, it might make no sense. does everything we do have to reason or make sense? i believe a lil something in everything has to make no sense or life would sure be boring hahahahahha
another thing bout being optimistic is so see things in a different way, to laugh n embrace life. makes the world a better place as far as i noe. why feel sad, mad, or angry? doing so makes the situation even more miserable and sad. y not not just think bout something else, keep ur mind off what's bothering u?
im talking too much n i still got more but i should stop or i'll go crazy soon. bye hahaha =D
wait....but then to think that if everyone thought lk me, wudnt it be boring?? no drama goin on hahahahhaha chao...
Monday, August 11, 2008
1st day
one word describes my 1st day of the new sem....BODOH!!!! having classes in the afternoon, i dunno how the hell i ended up at segi before 9! what a waste of time isnt it? hahhaha
night class got cancelled, management accounting's boring...the lecturer's funny tho....weird pronunciation he has...hahahah makes management accounting funny yet though to study at the same time hahaha
any huusss....mal came by at break n i left!! hahahhaha sudnt take segi no more for the day!! hahahaha plus the tiredness of not sleepin last night....was tired then but now im kinda hyper hahaha im typin nonsense bye.... hahahahah
night class got cancelled, management accounting's boring...the lecturer's funny tho....weird pronunciation he has...hahahah makes management accounting funny yet though to study at the same time hahaha
any huusss....mal came by at break n i left!! hahahhaha sudnt take segi no more for the day!! hahahaha plus the tiredness of not sleepin last night....was tired then but now im kinda hyper hahaha im typin nonsense bye.... hahahahah
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Aaron's Back to Classes!!!
Classes are starting tmr!!! not only the normal diploma courses but the new A-levels are starting too!! hahaha more freshieS in short!! hahahah and i like A-levels!! hahahaha quite well known for having good looking students!! hahaha
the time for classes this semester aint the same like previous semesters. im taking back to back classes from noon till night on mon n weds haahaha
2 things to look forward to in the coming semester. the new lift n a new friend! haha then again...the assignments n exams arghh plus the boring breaks between classes
the time for classes this semester aint the same like previous semesters. im taking back to back classes from noon till night on mon n weds haahaha
2 things to look forward to in the coming semester. the new lift n a new friend! haha then again...the assignments n exams arghh plus the boring breaks between classes
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Back to basics
i have no money!!! hahahahhaa dats y lah...its basically dat simple. =D
besides dat, im back to basics as i dun reli bother wad i wear out anymore . so long i feel comfortable =D mock me for my messy look...mock me for my messy hair....i jus dun bother =D
watched the secret before??? its kinda cool but uncool at the same time hahahha paradox movie hahahaha informative yet boring!! it kinda is my movie to make sleep
yday was mighty taxing...i was beat yday driving almost the whole day doing chores and tasks..pick my sis, buy stuff, send her home, pick me bro, buy stuff, send the things to the workshop, send my bro home, go buy somemore stuff, send it bac to the workshop, go kgs, return all the way to the shop, pick my mum, go home, send bro tuition, go mal's place, pick me bro, go mal's place again, drive around, had supper, go home. then again doin this makes me tired n makes me sleep early hahaha
tataaaaaaa~~~
stupid holidays
besides dat, im back to basics as i dun reli bother wad i wear out anymore . so long i feel comfortable =D mock me for my messy look...mock me for my messy hair....i jus dun bother =D
watched the secret before??? its kinda cool but uncool at the same time hahahha paradox movie hahahaha informative yet boring!! it kinda is my movie to make sleep
yday was mighty taxing...i was beat yday driving almost the whole day doing chores and tasks..pick my sis, buy stuff, send her home, pick me bro, buy stuff, send the things to the workshop, send my bro home, go buy somemore stuff, send it bac to the workshop, go kgs, return all the way to the shop, pick my mum, go home, send bro tuition, go mal's place, pick me bro, go mal's place again, drive around, had supper, go home. then again doin this makes me tired n makes me sleep early hahaha
tataaaaaaa~~~
stupid holidays
Monday, August 4, 2008
Tagged by Daph
1. Where is your cell phone? on my right
2. Your significant other? mummy =D
3. Your hair? i want it longer!!!
4. Your mother? in in the room
5. Your father? same
6. Your favourite thing? ice cream on waffles
7. Your dream last night? too tired to dream haha
8. Your favorite drink? ice water
9. Your dream/goal? a house by the beach
10. The room you’re in? my room
11. Your hobby? hangin out, sleep, procrastinating and dancing!! hahahah
12. Your fear? to speak out
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? at home
14. What you’re not? superman
15. Muffins? muffins wad??
16. One of your wish list items? super powers
17. Where you grew up? Kuching
18. The last thing you did? rubbed my eye
19. What are you wearing? pants
20. Favorite gadget? mobile n the webbie
21. Your pets? dun lk pets
22. Your computer? stpid
23. Your mood? i dunno
24. Missing someone? yeah
25. Your car? dun have one...
26. Something you’re not wearing? shirt...
27. Favourite store? idk
28. Like someone? clueless
29. Your favorite color? idk
30. When is the last time you laughed? just now
31. Last time you cried? cried laughin few days bac playin webbie!!!
2. Your significant other? mummy =D
3. Your hair? i want it longer!!!
4. Your mother? in in the room
5. Your father? same
6. Your favourite thing? ice cream on waffles
7. Your dream last night? too tired to dream haha
8. Your favorite drink? ice water
9. Your dream/goal? a house by the beach
10. The room you’re in? my room
11. Your hobby? hangin out, sleep, procrastinating and dancing!! hahahah
12. Your fear? to speak out
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? at home
14. What you’re not? superman
15. Muffins? muffins wad??
16. One of your wish list items? super powers
17. Where you grew up? Kuching
18. The last thing you did? rubbed my eye
19. What are you wearing? pants
20. Favorite gadget? mobile n the webbie
21. Your pets? dun lk pets
22. Your computer? stpid
23. Your mood? i dunno
24. Missing someone? yeah
25. Your car? dun have one...
26. Something you’re not wearing? shirt...
27. Favourite store? idk
28. Like someone? clueless
29. Your favorite color? idk
30. When is the last time you laughed? just now
31. Last time you cried? cried laughin few days bac playin webbie!!!
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Inti Fest
woke up kinda late today but still managed to go to the intifest!!! :D
went with a fren...n the weather was really hot!!! gila hahahha
altogether, the best wasnt dat good nor bad at the same time....jus lk dat lah hahahahhaha but the time spent was worth it =D too bad i had to leave early....grrrrrr
went with a fren...n the weather was really hot!!! gila hahahha
altogether, the best wasnt dat good nor bad at the same time....jus lk dat lah hahahahhaha but the time spent was worth it =D too bad i had to leave early....grrrrrr
Mummy 3
MUMMY 3 = BORING!!!!!!! dats all i gotta sayhahahahha
i omost slept watching it hahaha tho the girl's cute lah...lin!! hoh!!!!! pssstttt hahahahahahah grrrrr
hahahha
the mum changed too...where did the ori one go??? the ori one looked better hahahahah
i omost slept watching it hahaha tho the girl's cute lah...lin!! hoh!!!!! pssstttt hahahahahahah grrrrr
hahahha
the mum changed too...where did the ori one go??? the ori one looked better hahahahah
Friday, August 1, 2008
Mimi's Penggilan
last night was a new experience altogether. mimi n apiz got engaged!!! both are college friends at segi and are one of the few i hang out with during breaks n lunches...fun ppl!! hahahah
its the 1st time iv been to a penggilan, the engagement, of a friends. kinda cool of them getting engagged at 19 hahaha
Apiz n Mimi getting engaged =D
so the thing's at 8 n everyone was there!! n the food was fantastic!! simple but yummy!! there was nasi minyak, chicken, rendang, simple syrup drinks and a few others.... i so love nasi minyak hahahaha heard its jus plain rice cooked in oil but its expensive to buy...dunno y but its free!!! haahahaha so i kinda ate my heart out hahahaha
im so looking for more of these kind of gatherings hahahaha Nasi Minyak!!! hahahah =D
its the 1st time iv been to a penggilan, the engagement, of a friends. kinda cool of them getting engagged at 19 hahaha
Apiz n Mimi getting engaged =D
so the thing's at 8 n everyone was there!! n the food was fantastic!! simple but yummy!! there was nasi minyak, chicken, rendang, simple syrup drinks and a few others.... i so love nasi minyak hahahaha heard its jus plain rice cooked in oil but its expensive to buy...dunno y but its free!!! haahahaha so i kinda ate my heart out hahahaha
im so looking for more of these kind of gatherings hahahaha Nasi Minyak!!! hahahah =D
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